so yesterday's band ain't good.

i feel like smashing myself with...... something hard till it kills me!

i got "scolded" like in front of the whole band. he just had to do it, huh? oh i swear to God that i've never played drumset for Best Of Queen and he expect me to play it? wtf. and then when i make a mistake he would scold me. what is this? i hate it. i don't want people to see me cry because i'll look ugly if i do. but i am strong. i won't cry. i'll stand out one day and everyone will realise that i am not the timid person they once knew. i'll prove to them.

i guess that's all that i have to say.
and to all muslims, happy fasting!

loves,
Nurul