hi. been very busy with my cousin's wedding for the past 2 consecutive days...

anyways, tmr have band again.

well, about the band exchange, it wasn't really fun at all. its better rotting at home than having going to the band exchange. i was really stressed up when ____ &____ didn't attend it because we were really short of percussion players. i felt like i just want to shut myself up and just cry badly and pouring everything out, what i felt at that point of time. i kept saying to myself to just move on because i know this moment will come. and that i can't turn back time. if only i just had 3 wishes, i would go home and just ROT.


i was afraid that i would screw up during the performance and unfortunately, i did. EVERYTHING was all last minute preparation and arrangement of who to play what instruments. and i had to play timpani for variants on a shaped note tune. -_- i don't know how i felt but it was all mixed up and i was confused. i didn't want to play the timpani but for the sake of the band and my SL, i sacrificed my time to learn and play the timpani for that song. and i was glad that i succeeded learning it.

okay, the performance was BAD. especially when playing blue ridge saga. but whatever it was, i just wanna thank my juniors for sacrificing their time to help play the main band songs. though it was difficult and hard and a last minute thing to do, they did a great job and without them, percussion section is nothing. and i am very proud of them. i think they deserved something like a reward for their hardwork. and jia you for the next performance ! :)

okay, i shall stop here.

Loves,
nurul(: