i bloody hate myself.

i shouldn't have reveal that stupid secret of mine to *them.

yesterday after band, went to bubbletea with amanda quek and fariha. quite fun walking with them. they very funny. we joked, laughed and tell stupid secrets to each other. and that's when i found out that he likes me. amanda told me that time during oral, she and rh chit chatted. then sudddenly, he asked her, "Eh, Fatin like me?" But luckily amanda said no. i will be dead when he knows i like him. this is all bcos *their big mouths. they broke their promise. they promised not to tell anyone and now, it's like most of them know already. even in class, most of the girls know already. seriously laa, i feel like slapping them. CURSE THEM BODO.

i am seriously angry to you. you're my classmate and you disappointed me. you broke my promise. i thought you could be trusted. but i guess not. you are such a dumbass Liar AND I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU for revealing my secret. from this day onwards, i shall avoid you and your company. i shall shut myself up if you talk to me. i shall give you that bloody face and i mean what i say. one day, you shall repay back for what you've done.

oh and yesterday was a bad day for me.
first, asyiqin cried. and i sort of cried too. she told me that mrs nair told her some of our classmates dont like her. just becos she got attitude problem. wtf la. she attitude problem or YOU attitude problem. 2e2 sucks. i hate what they've became. why are they hating asyiqin? she did nothing wrong and you're saying she has an attitude problem? fuck off. and because of this, i hate and regretted going to damai. because damai just brings me bad luck and bad friendship. i dont like this. im just gonna shut myself up.

and to that big fucker, YOU ARE A FUCKING BIG FAT LIAR.