I HAD A BAD DAY.

there's band today. i know i am a bad leader. -_-

no SLs today and i am f-ing tired being the ASL. i am tired always getting pissed by those horrible people. oh really and seriously, can't this get any worst? OH, BITE ME CAN? RATHER THAN INSULTING ME?

to whoever who admits ____ is in the wrong;
do you know that because of you, i am becoming and turning into a monster for no reason? i had to scold them for no reason? i had to this because i had no choice and because of your absence you b____ ! well, DON'T hate me because this is how i feel. i feel tired doing all this stuffs. i feel tired of worrying every single day of what the outcome would be when there's band. i feel tired of hoping and praying so hard that you would come but i guess it's all just FAT HOPE. oh really i am sick of this. you know what, you can be a monster but not me. i won't be like you because it's a bad example to show towards our juniors. and i can promise that and swear for all my life until all this shits are over ! last thing, i hate you, ____ !

okay, i have anger on me.

today i had to play the snare drum for Blue Ridge Saga. wtf
and thanks to Vanessa i succeed in doing it. oh you guys just see okay.
don't underestimate me and my section because i believe that one day, they would make percussion section proud. and that they would change the history of percussion.
yeah i know you hate us. and we ALWAYS get insulted and criticised by everyone around us.
oh don't try to hide because i know who YOU are. oh hell, ____ is like what do you guys think? *cough* ONE FOR ALL. ALL FOR ONE. oh those are all shits! and bitter lies.
yeah, you know why, because YOU only remember your clique's birthdays and not us. then what for asking for our birthdays , you b___! if you think it's one for all, all for one, well then why do you always exclude us? why do you always look down on us? then, WHAT ARE WE? YOUR ANIMALS? HELL, NO. okay, i am done !

THREE WORDS TO SUMMARISE THAT : I HATE YOU

Loves,
Nurul:)