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Wednesday, November 1, 2006

hiii.

i volunteered in doing the 6/1 newletter. With the other 3 boys;Hilman, Zhan Xuan and Shafiq. we finished doing it today. well, i thought it was fun. but then right, i feel i was the one doing most of it. or maybe Hilman and myself. the other two just dont bother. i'd tell ya Shafiq's the WORST. u know wat he did? He just typed abt saying gdbyeto 6/1 as we're graduating this year. i was like, "wad the hell seyy Shafiq!". and Hilman always disturbed me when i was typing on the my form teacher's labtop. i also did disturbed him when he was doing his part. so, i guess there was none to blame. but nevermine Hilman, though we did most of the newsletter, WE ROCK. yeah! he did the typing i did the decorations and somehow, it turns out to be BETTER than the previous newletters. well, i just hope ms kaur will like it!~

i was so unlucky in different ways. like u know the newsletter, u realised i was the only girl right?? wad the hell. and u know, i was only the girl in this one group for like 2 years. that was when i was p3 and my group members;hakim, syaiful and yasser. such loserz. good-for-nothing peeps. in p4 my group members;marcia, guan wen and randall. BUT HEY. i thought it's better to have boys in my group. they really ROCK. they so funny. especially guan wen. the way he laughs will never ever fail me to laugh my heads off! REALLY and SERIOUSLY. his jokes are not that lame. it makes sense too. though it turns out to be HILARIOUS. his kindof my good friend now and my best buddy! he like support me when "they" didnt friend me in p4. HELPING each other and UNDERSTANDING is what makes my friendship with him stronger. BUT im not saying that he's more of a friend ok. i just treat him as my best buddy. thats all OK. i know girls in my group is BETTER but somehow, i kindof thought that its not fun. because girls are quiet right? so maybe thats the reason why i said its not fun. boys have their jokes so i think its fun to have boys. while girls just keep quiet and i hate it. really.

AND one thing, "Guan wen, you never fail to make me smile.Thanks."

i somehow think that "she" is mad with me. in school, she treated me like somehow i didnt exist. HEY. im visible OK. im not INVISIBLE. i hated to be treated in that way OK. just tell me what ive done towards you which makes you feel angry to me. i think in that way, we wont treat each other like "i dont frend you.you dont frend me.thats it." but i dont think u would like to tell me what reason u have. well, i guess i just have to accept the way u treat me in school. its SO you. i think your behaviour is NATURAL. since youve been like that since i know u in p2. so whatever way you treat me in school, i'll just go"ok fine. thats her natural behaviour. what can i do abt it?" because i believe people are different in many ways. personalities.attitudes.character.

i want to do the BWPS newsletter for this year so BADLY. i really want to do just like what my sister done in 2003. i want to volunteer! dont tell me the teachers are doing it!? because then i wont get my ONE and ONLY chance to do it. "i want it so BADLY."

ai`sya, please dont bring so many friends to my open house on that particular day. later tomoro i'll tell you why.

"you changed your blogskin?" yep! thats right guys and gals. ive changed my blogskin. it was done by MYSELF. and it turns out to be something i had pictured in my mind. go NURUL! yeah! finally. because usually my blogskin i'll choose the one in the http://www.blogskin.com. and sometimes too, my sister will do my blogskin. so this is the first time i did it ALL by MYSELF. pretty nice eh? =) LOLs.

i just realised my younger sister's friend, the name's Ramadan, looked like Khairil Yusoff. really u know!! my mum said that he looked handsome and she always told my younger sis, "is he your boyfriend?" i thought so too nana. haha. i so bad seyy. annoying her when she's having her last paper tomorrow. so annoying la you nurul! LOLs =p

gotta run. BYE!

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