ii am soo fcuked-up ENOUGH with that DARN girl.

sorry ai`sya for using your word[fcuked-up].

why the hell of using my nickname???? as in the nick>>>darLa.

why must you put it like this>>>>d**`darLa

thought yours was unpwedictable. i so darn HATE you. please la. its not like there's only ONE NICK in this world. there's so many that YOU can CREATE by your ownself.

and i already told you many times to START ATONING YOUR SINS. fasting month's gonna end soon. for your info, "bulan Ramadhan diadakan adalah untuk membersihkan diri dan hati seorang umat Islam supaya Tuhan dapat memaafkannya atas segala dosanya".

dont you understand. kalau puasa setakat kena puasa jerr nk dapat aperr?? dapatkn pahala pun tak boleh dapat. buat aperr seyy. ouhh. and by the way, darLa IS MY NICK. DONT you ever DARE STEAL IT AWAY FROM ME. and that same goes to whoever wants my nick. even if it's a phatzz or a darla or whatever nicks i keep to my ownself. and iim nort gonna talk to you ever again. even if it's a chat or a short conversation or a question ... i know in your friendster account you put *******-LarLink-unpwedictable. but i saw you put ***`darLa in one of the testimonials
that you posted to ur crush or whoever that hell person is. so just fcked off away from me. and in school, im just gonna give you the cold shoulder. im DONE with you.

now i know why my mother was frustrated by the way iive done something which was instructed by her. she wants the thing to be done neatly and perfectly. so that's why she calls herself a perfectionist. im telling ya guys the truth. so if i were you, i would ask myself this, " will you accept this "thing" that is done not really that neat by a someone?" iim sure u wont accept right. for those who says, "aiiyaa. just accept larr. its not important what.." right right?? u'll say that right? u know, ya guys have to think and refer back what your own mothers did for you when you're in day 1 till now. they[your mothers] did that specially something to you PERFECTLY right. they gave you their perfect love to complete your world. they gave you the perfect hope to lift you up high when you're down. they gave you encouragements to be someone they would love to see[and that's you]. they would u know. they really would. they would want to see their own child growing up with a gracious manner that could be accepted by outsiders and also themselves[your parents]. ive got to say that your parents and mine too, are truly amazing. wonderful. just REALLY they're that. and i think i owe loads of things to my parents. they made my wishes and dreams come true. like the thing ive wished for my b'day presents they bought it and meeting hady mirza in person during the roadshows.. WOW. they really brought me there. and i got to shake hands with him! that's what i call my dream. really. i really did dream of shaking hands with him in person. and so yeah i did!


whoa. after reading my sister's blog and some of her frends[cherie, amirul, abby].. i truly did felt i wanna cry. i wouldnt know what'll happen to my sis, even to her friends when their CCA leaders and other students founght against them. to be brutally honest, i feel proud to hv a sister like atiqah. she's so BRAVE. including her frends. they really stood up for who they truly are and to answer the whoever group of students that hv asked them. i truly admire them. REALLY. amirul said my sister cried during the argument session. mann, i pity her. i didnt know life's been like that for her. the peer pressure. the discrimination. the arguments. im crying right now. if i were the person there standing alone in front of the cca leaders and others, i would have cried continuously. not willing to answer them. just afraid, even to utter a word. maybe i could have fainted. im really .... uhmm. should i say sad? yeah. im sad towards the excos. they failed to stand up for themselves. and to the cca leaders, you have NO RIGHT TO MAKE MY SISTER AND HER EXCO FRIENDS CRY. they're NOT what you think they are. they're NOT as pathetic as what you THINK they are. they're NOT as losers as what you THINK they are. they're NOT as childish as what you THINK they are. NO, they're not. so what if they cry? they're not childish. its just because of YOU who made them cried. you know, "there is a little kid in each and everyone" even YOU yourself are childish. why argue? i thought arguments are involved in lil' kids. you know, cca leaders and others too who hate the excos, you are so DARN WRONG towards the excos. they REALLY tried to make TANJONG KATONG SECONDARY SCHOOL a BETTER place to study in. and thats what i call an excellent excos! what with the ankle socks and short skirts?? so yeah! maybe my sister do wear ankle socks. but what's up with that? SHES A COUNCILLOR. AND YOU'RE A CCA LEADER. why do u call the excos NERDS? they're NOT. YOU ARE. those who fought against the excos, i think YOU'RE nerds. my sister is not a nerd. no she isnt. shes just a normal student like others too. including her exco friends. theyre not NERDS as what you think they are. maybe the excos are nerds ONLY AT CERTAIN TIMES. theyre councillors right. so they have to dress in proper attire. so that they are accepted as who and what they are by the school's staffs and principal. ppl are like that. they need to dress and behave properly in order to give their country a gd name. we ARE too. we behave in a gracious manner so that we show the school's staffs that we respect them. including the president and the ministers of singapore. we have to respect them in order to give Singapore a gd name.

THINK i hv said enough. and i do feel numb right now to be acknowledged that a group of rude students made my OWN sister cried last week. i had enough!.

im so fck'd-up with the cca leaders of TKSS. they have NO RIGHT to make my sister cry.
i repeat, NO RIGHT. understood?