i am regretting this for sure. well, i think i should follow my sister.
having no bestfriends won't cause much problems. unlike me....

what should i do now? will i be really close to her again when school reopens? will that ever happen? damn it. damn it. how can i talk to her when she's not online but i am and she's online but i'm not. how can i call her when she needs me during the wrong time?. it's like everything IMPORTANT to me clashes together and there goes my "earthquake"? life is not simple as it is now.

this is just so hard to believe.

anyway, band practice was okay. did the same routines. and i am getting bored of it. i wanna have fun too. but typically, this is just not the time. i haven't completed my geography project and it is giving me a heartache to do it. i am seriously having a hard time to find those stupid bloody whatever shit articles on those natural disasters! and literature, goodness me i haven't even started doing it. literature we need to do this draft about our acting in term 3. this includes our CA2 marks. i can't believe this.

btw, tomorrow i'm having my band barbeque at East Coast. yayness!whees~
but i have to complete all my homeworks by TODAY despite my lazy-ness.

goodbye and don't wait for my next post. i bet it'll take me weeks to post the next latest post.