what's up with my life?

eh you **!! yeah you. the one going around checking people's blog like nobody's business and spaming at their tagboards all day and night.. you can get the hell out of here. yeah, i hate you. whether you're a girl or a boy. because firstly, you didnt care to intro yourself, secondly, you just suddenly said im seriously a trouble-maker, thirdly, you accused me anyhow saying it is dosa to spit out vulgar words and lastly, I DO NOT ENTERTAIN PEOPLE LIKE YOU. okay im done with you.

grrr~ you know, some people just dont have brains to think before they act it out. stupid right?. and homeworks are WAY bad. well, seriously they just bring me the bad of luck. what more? ...PROJECTS. mann, give me a break! and with having your CCAs at some point of alternative days??? this is well, yeah.. unbelievable as it is. but what could you do to prevent and avoid such a thing? it is impossible. you cant just wish something away, can you? unless you have power which i dont think humans have.. errm, not to offend those w/ powers... lets just change the subject.

okay, that saturday's performance was seriously a DISASTER. completely.. terrible, horrible, UNBELIEVABLE. yes i admit we were disorganised. i mean, i am just a sec. 1. what do you expect of me? being a complete ADULT? well, no way. u know, i do have stuffs to cope with and this is just the beginning. or so maybe you'll say, "hey! dont think you're the only one. like im not in your situation as it is now." okay okay. people will get through this kind of situation. well, a TEENAGER as it is. what do you expect? boyfriends/girlfriends.. high school.. family probs and whatsoever more as the list will go on and on. back to the story, yesyes. it was horrible. i felt so clumsy and so nervous i was at the verge of running away from fantasy or so i thought it was. well, yeah it was reality but to come to think of it would really make you think and say, "okay. it was a disaster. disaster, disaster, disaster..." and you'll keep continuing saying the word "disaster". and i dont think that performance im talking about would give us a SILVER like what Damai Windz achieved in their SYF. it was like only 1/3 of it as it should be previously. i mean, what the hell were we playing? a chinese funeral song??? gosh...

oh, and my homework-Geog. isn't working as i thought it would be. ive only got 2 articles and ive read dhaniah's and yilin's blog and they already got all 4 articles! how pathetic am i. i guess i should start reading newspapers more. tsktsktsk..

im tired now. and Sleepover was really a sweet and very interesting movie. girls like me should watch it. and i shall complete all my homeworks by this week. yeah i know it would seriously be a very DULL and BORING week. nonetheless, at least i can enjoy after completing all those rubbish~

beckon the sea,
i'll come to thee.
shed seven tears,
perchance seven years.