it ended just like that.

i wish i could turn back time.

today was the last of school. brought my camera to take pictures of the 6/1 gang. i took videos too of my frends, saying something nice to 6/1.

when ppl meet, they'll be separated too in the end..

and that's what i think abt today.

i was going to cry in class though i dont know why. or maybe i do.
and thats why some of u saw my so-called watery eyes.

it was like all of sudden. like magic.

i felt sad, unhappy because of the leaving. i know we had to leave each other in the end but i just cant accept that fact. i had to leave my beloved class, 6/1`o6, my frends, my teachers especially my school principal, mdm lee. she had given so much contributions to bedok west primary school. at first, when the school started to decorate itself, by creating paths, painting on the walls, making a reading corner.. i thought it was so lame. but until now, then i realised it was all because of mdm lee who is going to leave bedok west and go to another school. it suddenly hit my head. i then started talking to myself, "i know it wont be the same without her as BWPS principal.." heck, why am i talking like dat???

i guess this is it. its when ppl shed tears, breakdown and cry to leave their beloved peeps. and it shall happen to me sooner or later.

"...memories will be shattered to dreams and friends will turn out to be part of your family..."

that's what i thought.

and yeah, yesterday night, ive received so many touched messages from hilman and hafiz.

i nearly cried. i know i know, im so sensitive.

though we're gonna be separated, we shall still remember each other faces right? i hope so.

so now, im gonna end my post with a....BIG

SORRY to all of u if ive hurt any of ur feelings in any way, which i think i did to shazwani. i know we've been enemies in p4 and we didnt communicate with each other at times. pls, i just want to forgive and forget and dont bring back the past to the present and future. the past is history and we shall never go back there to where memories are like shits but not memories in the year 2006. they're now so sweet, so wonderful, so beautiful to recall back in my mind. its like we're leaving in a fantasy. i sometimes feel guilty of what ive done to all of you especially my best partner and buddy, guan wen, who ive punched so many times on his shoulder. and thank u for siding me from the 1st day of school in 2003 until now. uve helped me so much and i just dont know how to repay back but just to say thank you is what ive only got to do.

so.............

THANK YOU ALL

THANK YOU to my best partner, my 2 best frends, ms kaur and the rest of the 6/1 gang.

i'll miss u all dearly and shall remember u in my heart.