hiie. am back after cleaning my room.

very tiring lehh. haha.

you know, sometimes i wonder what it's like being a teenager.

the life. the chemistry. the pressure.

it will and shall NOT be the same as what ive experienced in my whole past 6 years of being a primary student.

the chemistry. LOVE.

ive suffered too many . and there's severed heartstrings in me. ive been such a fool, knowing that boys in my primary school just like like me bcos of my STUPID hair.

i know im stupid. im not pretty. im not fit to be yours. so unlucky. so foolish.

if you LIKED me JUST BECAUSE of my outside looks. then let it be a DONT. cus' you dont know me no more. you dont know my insides. you dont know the feelings i have in me. you dont know ANYTHING about me. so, i'd say, just go fck off to your own "lala-land"..

i HATE matreps and minahreps. go SHUT your door cus i aint wanna see you no more....