i am very very tired right now.
and very very angry to that someone.

oh wonderful! i havent complete my homework and yet im leaving singapore next friday. and i only have tomorrow and the weekends to complete it. PLUS i got to pack my things for the HK trip.

seriously, i need time to think. ive been feeling very angry this few days. i just feel so stressed.
oh and people just dont have feelings others. they just snatch your loved ones without even realizing. i am seriously bloody angry. first she snatch that person away from you and then she made me angry. wahlao. this is just so stupid!

and can you like just stop it. i seriously cant take it anymore.
well, it's really good if you're reading this. because im gonna make you suffer like how you made me do. you took away my life. you act as if it is YOU she wants to meet. you act like you are really her twin. like wth la okay. and you act like she loves you more than she does to me. and you just wants HER to be with you all the time. oh how ****ing is that!

maybe you hadn't realised. but it's good if you do.
because i just wanna scream at your ear and make you feel guilty. oh and i promise i shall be the happiest person in this world if that happens.

you just TOOK EVERYTHING I'VE EVER WISHED FOR. shoots. im crying.

and i just had three consecutive 10-hr band practices and now i got nagging already. NAG......AND NAG......AND NAG.........AND NAG....blablabla. they should know how i feel right now. they should and if they don't, i really dont know what to say.

well, i guess im just not the one you love and care. i guess im just a pill to cure you when you're down and then im just a NOTHING to you. oh friends do come and go right.
well i guess you just treat me as a butterfly that flew into your world just to enchant you and flew away again. oh I AM SO PATHETIC.

i need someone to talk to.
and to aisya, im not referring you abt this post so dont go "sorry" me okay.