i heard HYM said this........ and it meant itz all over now...*sobbs*

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it really was the first time i'd been hurt...

i heard hym said this to Amirah........[in english] " I dont love anyone and no one else xcept for my family! " suddenly i felt i was hurt ... i felt that my heart was torn in2 pieces... it was e very very first time ive xperiencd it... itz like [ True love walked out the door, couldnt take it no more.. ] i remembered last yr i promise hym that i'll not break up wit hym but now.. its all over... i guess i hab to respect his dcsions.. but i cant bear with it now!!!!!! no one can never replaced hym.. his so different from other guyz... to me, he's understanding and caring... i dont care if hes handsome or not... i hate those who likez to judge by itz cover only.... they are a BUNCH of NUTS!! i cant stand it .... why now???? why must it ended up now?????.......

*sobs*